No, wait.
That's already been done.
Sometimes, you have to reinvent the wheel to run yourself over.
Speak in pop culture references to find your own voice.
Hide yourself so that people will find you.
Sometimes, you have to do something for yourself. Something meaningfully meaningless, impulsively planned. Sometimes you have to just do instead of think; sometimes you have to sleep on your sittingroom floor for the hell of it, when your bedroom is the next room away. Sometimes it's the little things that remind you of who you are - lying on the floor in the dark, music in your ears, in your veins, mouth open in a silent scream as the rhythm pulses through you.
(Did you know that 'rhythm' is the longest word in the English language that does not orthographically contain a vowel?)
The things around us shape us, especially when we fight against them. Rebellion is in itself an act of conformity. Influences, outside and inside, mould us until the day we die. Constantly changing, forever and
The world itself is changing. And we need to change with it.
Roll on the changing times.